You forcefully open the double doors to your room to see your reflection in the large spotless mirror staring at you, as you try to avoid the Master. Your image kills the mustard seed of hope you have been trying to nurture – your eyes exhausted from too many tears. Your lips are chapped, and the glory of your skin is in the past - your beautiful skin as your mother would remark. You wonder if it’s because of its fairness or the hairless sight of it, or the chubby feeling when touched. And then you reckon the eyes of your mother are not yours. Your beauty lies in your freedom, you think to yourself. You affirm that you don’t belong here, not in this castle with grey walls, lofty ceilings, and heavy brown curtains. Not viewing ancient paintings of wars. Not on a bed for a crowd and certainly not wearing these expensive clothes too pure to smear. You recall the first day of your arrival at your new home. You were greeted by a servant who avoided your eyes as he bowed his head and sai...
THE
EGYPTIAN OR ME?
On
my way back from a lucky-less interview I met an Egyptian man asking for
directions to a pot shop close by. He had on this sorry look like a man who had
just lost his job. When I think of it now, I think it was because I thought we
shared a mutual feeling that was why I even stopped to listen to him.
At first I could hardly understand him until I noticed he was holding a photo
of the pot shop in his hands. I pointed towards the direction, telling him the
easiest way to get there. Suddenly, this short movie became annoying when this sun-tanned
chubby looking man asked for my almost-emptied bottle of water. That bottle of
water was my first meal, friend and companion after my horrific interview- an
interview that I was made to wait for hours only to be told that the boss had
traveled and won’t be back any time soon. That bottle of water helped me hide
my tears as I drank it while I struggled with my thoughts of how I
would survive through the month and there was this foreigner asking for it.
“No!
I want to drink it so I can’t give it to you.” I said to him.
And
this was what this man had to say to me:
“Egypt good. Nigeria no good. I test
you to give me water. You say no. you, you no good at all. No like you. I only
test you and you fail.”
As
he walked away, I just stood there watching him. He looked worse than I
did; tired and disappointed. I couldn’t tell if his meeting me even heightened
his current state. I could only tell that he hated my country maybe even more
than I did. Was I really as bad as my country? Was I without compassion for the man? It was just water after all and I could not even share it or give it
out rightly. Why would he use water as a test? He must have not gotten over the
parting of the Red Sea. Yet, I felt bad for allowing my pains take over my
compassion, for treating another with such inequity whether I was being tested
or not.
I
walked home consoling myself with the fact that the man’s dentition needed
immediate deliverance. Only Jesus would share a bottle of water with such a
person. “If I ever visit Egypt. I will surely not share a bottle with anyone, I
thought.” However, the truth of the issue is that our country really makes us
who we are. Whether the Egyptian was right or not, deep down I know that nothing
should make me behave less of a human being but as hard as I try, my country
just wants to pull me down with it. It especially tampers with my goodwill. I
am afraid that I will lose it.
A
Shared Experience.
Interesting write up very educative and inspiring.
ReplyDeleteVery true. Sometimes we let the state of this country get to us so much that we lose empathy
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ReplyDeleteInteresting! This mood thing ehnnn....both the Egyptian and the Nigerian, in such, everyone is a victim of it jaare!!
ReplyDeleteNice one!
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