You forcefully open the double doors to your room to see your reflection in the large spotless mirror staring at you, as you try to avoid the Master. Your image kills the mustard seed of hope you have been trying to nurture – your eyes exhausted from too many tears. Your lips are chapped, and the glory of your skin is in the past - your beautiful skin as your mother would remark. You wonder if it’s because of its fairness or the hairless sight of it, or the chubby feeling when touched. And then you reckon the eyes of your mother are not yours. Your beauty lies in your freedom, you think to yourself. You affirm that you don’t belong here, not in this castle with grey walls, lofty ceilings, and heavy brown curtains. Not viewing ancient paintings of wars. Not on a bed for a crowd and certainly not wearing these expensive clothes too pure to smear. You recall the first day of your arrival at your new home. You were greeted by a servant who avoided your eyes as he bowed his head and sai...
SHADES OF KINDNESS

Half way through the
journey the driver was provoked by a teenage boy who hung on the boot of the
bus trying to evade payment. Driver stops the bus, chases after the teenager;
reigning curses, deaf to the pleas of his passengers. Seconds later he returns
to the bus:
“na so dis small pikins
dem go dey tamo bus up and down. One die which day for Onikpan after the driver
hold brake and e nak im head for the back of the moto. Dis one now wan put me
for igbese abi. Olori buruku omo…”
Woman: “Driver calm down
fess. You for ass were im dey go. Maybe e no get the money to pay na im make e
do wetin e do. Na night we dey so abeg try reach am for front make you carry
am. E fit be your pikin.”
Out of all the
commentators, she was the only one who spoke considerately on behalf of the
teenage boy who had raced forward after he was chased by the driver. This
woman, her convincing power was out of bounds. The driver somehow hearkened
unto her voice and drove to catch up with the boy. He was going to Maryland but
had no money for his bus fare. Woman told him to enter and ask nicely next time
instead of performing such dangerous act. I looked around me and noticed that
many of us had lost love for one another. We were all ready to abandon that boy
on the road at that time of the night because we felt his actions were greater
than his safety, because we relished in reproach than assistance. I learned and
unlearned that minute.
A man going to Oyingbo
was about to enter our bus going to Yaba but the driver snapped at him: “I no
call Oyingbo na Yaba I call for you. Where you go see Oyingbo for here?
Nonsense!” He drove off.
Woman: “driver why na? That
man no know say you go first reach Yaba then take Oyingbo na. Wetin you for
just explain give am na im you vex go like that…”
We were at this point
silent in the bus as we were all guilty of criticizing rather than giving a
helping hand. Many of us had laughed at the man, calling him a novice, JJC. I
learned and unlearned again.
When I finally got to my
bus stop, I waved at the woman; although she never waved back for her only flaw
was how quickly she wanted the driver to go so she could get to her destination
on time as she had complained that the journey had been terribly slow for her
liking… I continued home listening to her voice fading into the distance as the
bus drove off… “Driver carry go na you want make we sleep for here? No forget
say you still owe me hundred naira change sha…”
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